Wednesday, October 06, 2004
in the desire and rush of falling i forgot to mention my backup plan. the door didnt shut fully behind me when i left and if you search closely you will find it right where i left it.
When i shine i light up the whole room, cating out the shadows of doubt and pain all in my way i cant decree my wishes that i lauched out on the windowpain last week for those are lost and forgoten for now- will be visable when the frost has setted in. Concentrate, just let if flow in the soap-stained fingers to keyboard to reader, yes yes- commuication will be for this time only and runs ramped in the thoughts of poets and artists in the scribbles verbal berbal. Put your trust in the ideals that you cast out in your electric shadow on the concreate pavement in space and time and under your feet. For all time and any time the middle of the mayhem that we control and hide from them will always be the new vission hoast of keeping it real. Will we lose or win? I thought it was all about haves and havents- dont i have what you need? i know i have it in me but never enough for myself. Outreach your telescope and have a look in the skies of the land of athousand leaves, the harvest is on and we celebrate the strength in our hearts for we know that there is no time left to run in the back corners of doubt and pain. Cast out your rage, cast out your doubts, set in the breath and blood of high speed chases apon chaos and fear.
In due time and light i can take off my clothes and retire for the night, but there is enough time for that when i am older, tired and less likely to chase down the insainity of drivers who feel the need to scream around my apartment corner late at night.